So many people of my age have either left already or are leaving soon and it’s starting to make me extremely jealous! So many people have gone to uni, got to uni abroad, gone to work in china or gone travelling to Australia for like a year and then there’s me stuck in the same town forever :/ Don’t get me wrong I do my fair share of holidays, but there only for a week or 2, i want some really adventure and go away for a long time. I now just feel completely trapped in the same place forever!

New little addition to my tattoo collection today :) Red heart on the side of my wrist.

As it’s pancake day today it was only right for Adam and I to cook some. He did most of the cooking and I melted the chocolate hehe :) Also he was a very good boy for doing the washing up… this hardly ever happens!!

Really starting to look forward to my trip to Hollywood now :) Just got under 5 weeks to go. Today I bought myself a new top and a pair of shorts to take with me, just need to get a few more bits and bobs.

Other than that not a lot has been happening, just working a lot. Getting my mermaid tattoo touched up tomorrow tho :)

I need help my lovely followers. I have this mermaid on one of my feet and need ideas for the other, so that it matches, however I’m not a fan of ships, fish etc. any ideas?

I need some really adventure in my life, because at the moment I feel it’s going no where.

feeling like i have no one at the minute :( I’m just in a dark bubble that i cant get out of. Seriously need cheering up!

I’d do anything to not have to go into work tomorrow. Really not feeling great and just want to snuggle in bed all day! What sucks even more if I don’t now have a day off for a whole week!! Ahh life is so stressful!

you get where you think Your life is shit and it isn’t going anywhere. Well I have that now :/

Been so fed up the last few weeks, everything’s just shit to be honest. Sometimes I really do wish I could move somewhere else and start all over, meet new people etc. I just feel ill all of the time, work sucks, I’m poor, spend the only free time I have in bed because I just can’t be bothered to do anything. I’ve hardly been going out, everything’s just mehh :( Today is my only day off this week and I’m still sat in my PJ’s at 5:49pm!!

I’ve just spent my afternoon balling my eyes out watching ‘The Last Song.’ Its took me so long to watch it but i finally have and all i can say is that its such a sad but beautiful film. Some of you may hate on Miley Cyrus and just think of her as ‘Hannah Montana’ But she did great in this movie and if you haven’t seen it you really should. Really isn’t your normal chick flick.

I got to photograph the cutest little puppy today and it just makes me want a dog so bad. I’m not good with breed names so i haven’t a clue what it was, but it was little, black, fluffy and full of life :)

We live in such a horrible horrible place I swear. Had such an awful day today and it’s made me think what an actual piece of shit the world is :/ Sorry to put a downer on peoples day… but heres the evidence

• Why is it that all the dickheads are the popular ones? surely it should be the nice people that are popular?
• Why do people hurt, fight, rape even kill other people? 
• Why are there wars?
• Why do people judge people on the way they look? … so what is someone has tattoos, is a goth, girly girl, emo, gay? does that change the person they are inside? .. No!
• Why do people be ‘anon’ and post horrible comments to people? What the fuck are you getting out of it, other than making someone else feel like shit?
• Why does the government make you pay a ridiculous about of taxes? yeah everyone should pay for schools, hospitals, police etc, but theres so many different types of taxes these days, where does the rest of it go? … oh thats right it doesnt!
• Why do people who are well enough to get jobs sit on their asses and get given benefits and a house when people who work there socks off have to struggle to pay the bills?
• Why do people who have never done a single bad thing get cancer and die?

I could go on…. seriously what is wrong with people? Angers me so much!

In no particular order :) It’s always good to have one, even if somethings are way out of your league because it gives you things to aim for.

• Vintage jean shorts.
• Dinner at Nando’s.
• Baby Pink Nissan Figaro.
• More holidays booked … Australia, Rome, Amsterdam.
• A toned body.
• White Maltese named Binx. 
• House for Adam and I with a 50’s style kitchen.
• Mulberry bag.
• My own business / company … something to call my own.